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I’m Tired of Being Tested. I’m Ready to Feel Blessed.

I’m Tired of Being Tested. I’m Ready to Feel Blessed. Lately, I’ve been diving into teachings about energy, abundance, nervous system healing, and consciousness. I started listening to books like The Body Code , revisiting some of the work from David R. Hawkins and his Map of Consciousness, and exploring ideas around changing your emotional “state” to shift your life. At first, I think I approached it from a place of frustration. Because honestly? I’m tired. Tired of surviving. Tired of fear. Tired of feeling like life is one long series of lessons, tests, trauma, recovery, rebuilding, and “overcoming.” After surviving a stroke, years of emotional healing, toxic relationships, financial fear, and then a catastrophic accident that completely changed my life — including losing part of my limb and enduring multiple surgeries, recovery, pain, trauma, and the emotional aftermath of rebuilding my life all over again — I realized something: My nervous system learned survival so deeply tha...

The Power of Forgiveness

 


Lately, I’ve been reflecting deeply on the concept of forgiveness. I want to develop my psychic abilities and explore the metaphysical world, but I realize that holding onto old pain, anger, and resentment is blocking my spiritual growth. People have hurt me in ways that are difficult to forgive—from abuse and violence to lies, betrayal, and damage to my reputation and business. The weight of these past wounds has kept me tethered to negativity for too long.

Today, a realization struck me: I don’t have to reconcile with these people or allow them back into my life. I don’t have to like them, and they don’t even need to know that I’ve forgiven them. Forgiveness isn’t about them—it’s about me. It’s about releasing the negative energy that lingers, freeing my heart and mind so I can evolve and step into my highest self.

What if reincarnation is real? What if I came back to this life to learn a specific lesson—and that lesson is forgiveness? It’s a daunting thought, considering the depth of pain I’ve experienced. But if I am truly meant to ascend spiritually, I must embrace this challenge.

Even the teachings of God remind us to love our enemies. I am working on sending love and light to those who, in my mind, don’t deserve my prayers. I’ve long believed they should face the karma they have coming, but I’m realizing that thoughts carry energy—energy that lingers, grows, and shapes my reality. If I focus on retribution, I only invite that energy into my own life. I don’t want to be trapped in that cycle anymore.

So, I choose to forgive. I choose to send love and light. I choose to release the pain, not for their sake, but for mine. This shift in perspective—this paradigm shift—is what will propel me to the next level of my spiritual journey. It’s time to move forward, to embrace peace, and to step into a higher dimension of my existence.

I am also currently taking a course in forgiveness and will soon be a certified Forgiveness Coach. If you are struggling with letting go and finding peace, I am here to help. Feel free to reach out, and together, we can work towards freeing your heart and mind from the past. Visit Artful Living Coaching


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