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Walking the Edge: My Journey as an Empath Learning to Protect, Heal, and Shine

For as long as I can remember, I’ve sensed things others couldn’t. Energies, presences, whispers from another realm—all mixed into the fabric of my everyday life. It wasn’t until much later that I understood why: I’m an empath. Being an empath means I absorb emotions and energies around me, sometimes to the point where it feels overwhelming. Negative energies, draining people—what I call “energy vampires” or “soul snatchers”—can knock me off balance if I’m not careful. For a long time, this sensitivity felt like a curse. But now, I see it as a gift—a calling. Encounters Beyond the Veil Throughout my life, I’ve had moments that defy logic. One night driving past a cemetery, I saw a pink orb-like form linger around my car. It felt playful and curious, not frightening—a gentle energy reaching out across the veil. But it wasn’t one of my guardian angels. I’ve felt their presence in other ways, and this orb was something else—something that just passed through, maybe just drawn to my l...

Miracle at the Punk Rock Show

 


Back in the early eighties, when I was just a young teenager, my world revolved around skating rinks and music. I was just starting to explore concerts, gravitating towards the new wave scene, but I had friends who were deep into punk rock. One night, they invited me to a show in Long Beach, featuring bands like Agent Orange, Suicidal Tendencies, and Social Distortion. I don’t remember exactly who was playing, but the concert was held in a packed hall or theater, and chaos erupted.

A full-blown riot broke out. People were throwing furniture, the doors were barricaded to keep the cops out, and helicopters swarmed above. I was just a skinny kid, completely out of place in the middle of the mayhem. Then, in the midst of the chaos, something incredible happened.

One of the band members—maybe a singer, maybe a guitarist—jumped off the stage, grabbed me, and carried me through the crowd. He pushed through the fighting, got me to the front, opened the doors, and shouted for me to run. As soon as the doors swung open, I was met with the sight of a SWAT team lined up, guns aimed. He yelled at them to let me go, told me to put my hands up, and I walked right past them, escaping the nightmare inside.

To this day, I owe that man my life. I don’t know his name, what band he was from, or why he chose me in that crowd—but he saved me. If he hadn’t pulled me out, I don’t know what would have happened. Looking back, it feels like a miracle.

Sometimes, miracles don’t come with bright lights and angelic music. Sometimes, they wear ripped jeans and scream into a microphone. That night, in the middle of what felt like a war zone, a punk rocker became my guardian angel.

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